Eeeeeyyyyiiieeesh...

In my history of playing the sport or doing anything competitive or in front of an audience, this is not the first time I've fumbled. And even though my fumble did not cost us the game, it DID cost me my confidence and trust in my own capabilities.

I've made the same mistake before, but never competitively. And it HAS resulted in goals earlier too, but this time it was different. This time it set us back one. This time it was for a team and we were playing a game that mattered. I've made the same mistake competitively earlier only difference was I won the ball right back. Something went wrong this time and I fu*ked up. They netted the ball and I walked right off the field.

Even the coach's raised voice barely entered my mind. "You fu*ked up," seemed to be on repeat in my brain. Had we not come back so ferociously, my screw up would have cost us the damn game. I would have been responsible for an entire team's disappointment and waste of strength and sweat.

Thanks Anup for netting two. I owe ya.



M

Fu*k this..

...fu*k all of you










that didn't provide even a fraction of the release I thought it would.. fu*k.

Now see THIS is interesting..

I found this VERY interesting piece of statistics on BBC's international website in this article. Have a gander for yourself:

DEADLY ATTACKS IN ISRAEL

4 Feb 2008: One dies, Dimona suicide bombing

29 Apr 2007: Three die, Eilat suicide bombing

17 Apr 2006: Nine die, 40 wounded, suicide bombing near old bus station in Tel Aviv

30 Mar 2006: Four die, Kedumim suicide bombing

29 Dec 2005: Thee die, suicide bombing near Tulkarm

5 Dec 2005: Five die, Netanya suicide bombing

26 Oct 2005: Six die, Hadera market suicide bombing

12 July 2005: Two die, Netanya suicide bombing

25 Feb 2005: Five die, 50 hurt, suicide bombing outside Tel Aviv nightclub

13 Jan 2005: Six die, suicide bombing at Karni crossing

Now what's interesting you ask? I answer:

1. The most number of people dead in any attack is nine, the daily average in Palestine
2. The attacks number in 10, not including yesterday's.
3. And they're spread out over 4 years.
4. Now it's on an international news page.
5. lol, wtf....

M

8 Israelis massacred in Seminary

..was one of the major headlines on CNN today.

Wow. 8. Eight. That's one more than 7. But not quite 9.

(Funny it took the death of 8 Israelis to make me want to blog all over again)

Coming back to the topic of hand, WHY does the death of 8 Israelis make the headlines on CNN? I mean, people die (read: get killed) all the time don't they? Palestine, Iraq, Chechnya, Kashmir, Sudan, etc. So why is the demise of 8 Israelis, shot to death by a rampant terrorist at a Seminary, SUCH a big deal?

How come CNN doesn't cover the DAILY massacre of the Palestinians by those Israeli bombers? I think that's important. More than eight people were killed everyday. Were their demises not headline worthy for CNN?


Shame.



Oh and, my condolences and all to the families of the 8 Israelis killed.


M

WHAT THE HELL!

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS!!!!


THIS is what the coaches tell their players!!! THIS is what they have to do to stop Arsenal!!!!





Gosh...

Tis a sad day....... FUCK YOU MARTIN TAYLOR!

Also visit this webpage for a slideshow..

Updates on life soon..

xx


M